it came to me that I had not let her know how I felt about her and that is why someone else could steal her away. It felt bad that I had screwed up and lost the affection of a beautiful, smart girl.
Then I came to understand that it was not my fault that she needed constant validation and required so much maintenance. It was a reflection of her character that she couldn't accept that me working, taking a full load of classes, would somehow not cut into the "our" time and activities.
It was her right to go and get that fulfillment, but I wonder how things would be with a woman that was right for me and not one that would just take the "easier" path to her happiness. On the bright-side at least I can dream that someone like that does exist.
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